The Jesuit Retreat Center of Los Altos

A Series of Poems from El Retiro

By: Christine Rodgers, 2009

Decoration for Poetry
The Art of Believing

I wish to see
the hand of God
in everything.

Which is easy,
of course, when
things are easy.

But what of the
struggle, what
of the pain, what,

indeed, of the
suffering of Jesus,
the most Beloved

of all. The most
Beloved. Can I
see God’s hand

even there, resting
on the back of his
Beloved – all during

the agony, all during
the scourging, all
during the excruciating

dying and death. Do
I believe the hand of
God was only waiting

to lift his Beloved up
again – waiting until
our hearts were

settled – until our
sorrow yielded space –
until we were truly

free. Free to see
the hand of God
in everything.


Easter 2009